learning to cherish

its really time to start study….

haiz…

tot tt i could score quite well this time round, in the end…

dun wanna tok abt it..

however, i feel like studying, but there is no motivation at all!

how i miss the time when i study real hard to score well.

now??

hah..

i think i really hack care everything now, my attitude to things have change ever since i came to poly….

i no longer care abt stuff which i care the most in the past….

why why why??

i dun like this changes!!!

i just simply hate it !

but i cant turn back anymore, all the feelings are gone!!!!!

has been really lazy to blog these few months

but i will try to update often….

a new year, i should have a new wish uh….

hmm now my wish has change…

aiya, anyway i think 2009 had been a memorable year for me…

1) getting into the course i want

2) getting into DAC02 and know my cliques now.. & ah ma.. hahaha

3) knowing cscc peeps

4) gg thru the hardships with them during ltc

5) STILL TGT WITH MY 铁三角

even though we are no longer tgt, i want us to keep in contact 4ever!!!!!

sisters for life!!!!

lets continue to go thru all the hardships tgt!!!

no matter how hard it is….

一个人的晚餐 无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以 给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落
异口同声地说
因为有你 染上新的幽默
(新的幽默)
也因为有你 世界变得轻松
(变得轻松)
我们呢 属于 非常难得
所以尽情 大声 唱歌
分享 每一 分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友
(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风 吹不走我们感动
(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容

如果能够带走乌云的天空
(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端 我陪你继续做梦
(爬到云端 我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得 交换我
一辈子最想要完成的
美梦

when i nid ur support, i dunno how to tell ur

when i wanna tell ur, i dunno how to start

when i wanna cry in front of ur, i do not dare to…

SISTERS…

this time round, i really nid ur support…

cant hang on to it anymore…

when are we gonna meet?

when can i find a day to let it down?

however, before we meet up, this  song title means wad i can do now

安静了…

maybe trying to tolerate my feelings by keeping quiet is the only way?????

really wanna meet up soon!!!!

too much things happen recently,

i really dun want to think abt it anymore…

however, the most impt thing coming up is the MST..

i m left with only 1 week,

yet i have not revise at alll..

i think this coming mst, will i flunk???

i hope not!!!

coz i wanna get good results..

jiayou jiahui , u can do it de..

and jiayou for the others who is studying for the mst…=)

seriously,

if thats wad ur really think i have noth8ing to say…

when looking at things,

i try to look at every perspective…….

however,

this time round…

thinkings are no longer the same..

so i think even when we say it out

it doesnt really make any diff..

coz the status is diff now…

thus,

if ur really think this way, i shall say nth.

coz i dun think i m in the wrong…

& every one has their own stand, so in the

i think everyone is at fault.. … continue reading this entry.

these few weeks is really busy

 projects have been coming up

and no time for myself too..

how i wish i could have time for myself man..

nvm…

anyway

i think these few weeks i wont be updating so frequently..

hmmm

shall say wad  i did this week..

mon: YUYA & GLENDA BD!!!

we went to eat at sumo hs..

and went back sch for lectures…

n alex lum’s daughter was born on tt day too…=D

CONGRATS!!!!

tues: went home after project..

coz this week almost everyday go home damn late..

dun want mom to worry..

so didnt go for the meeting..

sorry guys…

hope ur understand…

wed: today, met up for gems proj

n ticket selling..

tml: welfare meeting at 530

i dont know when it will end..

by the time i reach home will already be 9 plus????

fri: halloween event!!!!

tonning with the others..

sat: go str to woodlands after tonning…

meet up for mob projects n crs

sun: gonna stay at home n finish all the tutorials…

in conclusion,

no time for me to rest at all for a single day…..

i just read the email tt ah man had send it to me..

after reading it,

i feel tt the content of it is very true..

so i decide to post it here…=)

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
> > 总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
> > 你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
> > 不论做什么事情，
> > 只要能一起，就是好的，
> > 但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
> > 你开始发现了对方的缺点，
> > 於是问题一个接著一个发生，
> > 你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
> > 有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
> > 总想捡到一个适合自己的，
> > 但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
> > *她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
> > 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
> > 或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
> > 但是记住人是有弹性的，
> > 很多事情是可以改变的，
> > 只要你有心、有勇气，
> > 与其到处去捡未知的石头，
> > 还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
> > 很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
> > 所以人才会变得懒惰。
> > 错！
> > 其实是人先被惰性征服，
> > 所以感情才会变淡的。
> >
> > *在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！
> >
> > *听到了吗？明白了吗？
> > 难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
> > 因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
> > 如果每个人都
> > 懒得讲话、
> > 懒得倾听、
> > 懒得制造惊喜、
> > 懒得温柔体贴，
> > 那么夫妻或是情人之间，
> > 又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
> > 所以请记住：
> > 有活力的爱情，
> > 是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
> > 谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
> >
> > *有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了
> >
> > *同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。
> >
> > 你体会到了吗？
> > *其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
> >
> > 爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
> > 懂了吗？
> > 当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
> > 那并不代表你会选择他。
> > *我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
> > 但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
> > 你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
> >
> > *没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
> > 可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
> > 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
> > 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
> > 或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
> > 但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
> > 所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
> > 他或许已经等你很久喽！
> >
> > *当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
> > 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
> > 如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
> >
> > *所以请记住，
> > 喝酒不要超过六分醉，
> > 吃饭不要超过七分饱，
> > 爱一个人不要超过八分
> >
> > *那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
> > 我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！
> >
> > *如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
> > 爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
> > 要道歉，也要道谢；
> > 要认错，也要改错；
> > 要体贴，也要体谅；
> > 是接受，而不是忍受；
> > 是宽容，而不是纵容；
> > 是支持，而不是支配；
> > 是慰问，而不是质问；
> > 是倾诉，而不是控诉；
> > 是难忘，而不是遗忘；
> > 是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
> > 是为对方默默祈求，
> > 而不是向对方诸多要求；
> > 可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
> > 可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

went to malaysia last week to visit my grandma

n went to rebond my hair..

wasted 4 hrs…

damn sian..

after tt rush here n thr..

haiz…

damn tired..

this week will be a busy week man,..

mon – fo wrokshop

tues – meeting nicole

thurs – spss test

fri – joshua’s dance performance

sat – packing goodie bag & meeting aunt

sun – single gang meet up!!!!

omg..

i hope i dun have to spend alot $ this week !!!!

i really nid to start saving..

=(((

had itab today..

damn sian!!!!

considered watching video for almost half of the tutorial

really hate his lesson man..

dun even know wad he teaching sia..=((((

nvm..

after that,

went to club hs to slack….

in the end, ppl were looking at those gore stuff.

some more i just ate my lunch

see liao really feel like VOMITING sia!!!!!!!!!!!

damn GROSS!!!!

at 4, went to have WELFARE meeting

the whole meeting went on quite smooth and it end ard 6 plus..

in the end 

they decide to go JP to have dinner

and i think tt it is too far for me to go back alone

so i decide to go home…

tml gonna meet up the single gang

damn looking forward..

and lets take pics tml!!!  =))))))))

zbrush n itab is really making me very pek chey!!!!

doing itab just now..

really htinking tt since it does not contain any mrks

why shld i do man???

but nvm,

being a gd student

i just do the ppt

and is a anyhow ppt

it really sux like shit man!!!!

nvm

since i have already finished it.

its over

HOWEVER!!!!

i still got ideas!!!!

i have no idea what should i do man!!!

n mon is the presentation already..

my feeling now is like WTF!!!

haiz

i shall just go n slp now

n leave everything to tml…