learning to cherish

i hate myself for being so foolish!!!!

i need to move on now!!!!!

facing tml with a smile! =)

went out to celebrate josh wong’s bd in advance!

really had alot of fun!!! HAHAHA

我不是白痴！！！！

this really made me n nic laugh thru out the whole journey sia!!!!!!

had a talk today, and realise alot things… heheh

at least its a good thing to me..

it really makes me feel that, i cant just anyhow trust anyone!!!

it will really make me feel so disappointed!!!!

i really hope that person is not u!!!!!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i really regretted taking up 2 kids sia.. some more the lesson are on weekdays, it make it worse!

wanna rest oso cannt.

and becoz of tt, i always cant meet up for outing or even rest at home..

haiz … haiz..

when i wanna take a rest, wad i get is cold shoulders, whats this man???!!!!!

i m still 18 , cant i just enjoy 1st??

haiz..

nvm, i know this thinking is so __________.

sua!!!!

想不通，我知道自己没有错、

我想要多一点自由，拿到连这都不能给我吗？

haiz…

omg.. today is a bad day!!!

having such a jialat sore throat, yet i still ate grilled black pepper chicken.

coz really got nth to eat at fc4….

haiz.. after that, i still shout here and there..

aiyo!!!

just hope tt it dun worsen, if not..

CUI AR!!!!!!!!!!!

these few days damn freaking busy…

wanna have a good good rest!!! =))))))

haiz… really damn tired recently sia!!

omg.. so many assignments and stuff coming up nowadays..

some more plus my sore throat now..

it is making everything worse sia!!!!!!!!!!

omg.. i hope it dun worsen, if not i will be cui ttm liao!!!!!!

haiz.. just hope everything will be fine and i can put on my concentration to everything that i need to do..

in addition, tuition is giving me a big problem…

tuition = no freedom for me now!!

=((((((((((((

but must endure… think of the money ba??? if not cant think of why i need to persevere!!!

=)

this song really make lots of sense..

and i have been listening it continuosuly like for dunno how many days le..

it just make me awake from tt stupid dream.=)))))

有时候我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什麽都没说只是紧紧的抱着我
却轻轻对我说我只是普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同付出的爱没有结果

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

it would be really good that i can stay forever in that dream, but i know i cant.

once i wake up, the fact is still in the reality.

smile for the sake of smiling and the happiness does not come from the heart.

no more feeling.

only keeping quiet seems to solve the thing.

only them could be trusted.

sometimes hiding at one corner is good

sometimes hiding up to cry is good.

sometimes to be cheer up by friends is good

sometimes to have a shoulder to lie on is good

sometimes to be hug by the closest friend is good

crying tgt with my BEST friends is always good

sharing stories with my 铁三角 is always the best

hugging them is the best

the way i am with them is the best

the way we gossips tgt is the best

it makes me rmb how good they are

it makes feel like i always wanna be in a same class with them